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| Merry Christmas Everyone! |
[22 Dec 2006|01:47pm] |
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Just wanted to wish everyone a very merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!
Hope everyone gets what the want.
Have a great weekend everyone!
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| stealing this idea to post from Becky |
[21 Dec 2006|09:18am] |
Here's what's been going on:
-went to my company x-mas party and made out like a bandit (and continue to) a lot of my sale's reps got us stuff: ipod nano with my name engraved on the back, 500$, bottle of captin morgan, bottle of vodka, gift basket from bath and body, 200$ gift card for bloomie's ^_^, ipod shuffle, 300$, 50$.... so yeah, x-mas is okay this year I guess
-had to deal with the "lichtenberger" family reunion. which sucked My dad kept bringing up my mom, my grandmother said I disappointed her by being short, and i drank a whole bottle of wine while i was there... myself
-tried to help my grandmother keep the family tradition alive this year by making all the home made cookies and cakes for x-mas, she's doing bad and it's hard for her to move because she's had cemo and radiation so she started crying twice while i was down there and started to talk about her will and how her cookbooks are going to me and to take care of my grandfather....
-fast forward to Taryn having a mental breakdown 2 days ago because I hate x-mas, my mom is not her anymore, and everything is ending up bottled up inside me.
Grrrr
so yea, that's what's been going on with me,
Happy Holidays everyone!
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| HAHAHAHAHAH |
[21 Dec 2006|09:07am] |
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| Star Wars Horoscope for Aquarius | 
You can be cruel and torment people who disagree with you.
Deep down, there is a peace-loving, friendly side to you.
You have a knack for inflicting pain on people and use your intellect during battle.
Star wars character you are most like: Darth Vader |
just thought i would share. this is hilarious.
Just call me Vader ^_^
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[22 Nov 2006|09:18am] |
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So I just thought I would post. Prison break is getting better and better. I swear, everytime I see Lincoln with his shirt open, I get heart palpitations ^_^ Sad that it's going to be over for the season next week.
I realized I haven't posted in a while and in true "Tare" fashion, I'm just going to be random and act as if I've just been posting all along.
Chicago was fun. Met some new people from other branches (work for First Franklin, mortgage co... for those of you who don't know) I aced my test with a 94 ^_^ Go me! The past two months have been super insane at work. We closed 172 mil last month and it looks like we're going to do about 150-160 mil this month. *sighs* I've been working 12 hour days so I've just been exhausted. So cannot wait for the long ass weekend.
Bought the new Sherri books that are out! They were such teasers being short stories and all, but I liked them anyway of course ^_^
Well I supposed I should start some work now. I was planning at just sitting at my desk and not doing much of anything today but I have a feeling some of my sales reps aren't going to allow that to happen.
Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!! ^_^
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| Chi-Town! |
[02 Oct 2006|01:47pm] |
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Going to the windy city for 4 days ... have to do this trainging/testing thing for work so that I get the 2nd part of my certification.
wish me luck
**fingers crossed**
I need to ace this test :)
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| Paranoid |
[26 Sep 2006|11:40am] |
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Okay... I'm unbelievably uncomfortable with people at work now...
Let me start from the beginning. When I broke up with Thomas, I went and stayed in the Bronx with two girls that I work with (sisters). Ever since I got back together with him and moved back "upstate", things have been a little different between us. I was supposed to go to WWE in MSG for Monday night raw... but I never went because I was sick. This past Saturday, I was supposed to go to a Reggaetone concert with them at MSG, but again, I didn't go ... but this was because I got my monthly friend and I didn't feel like going to the concert like that. (I always get a lot of pains) I guess they think that because I bailed on them, that I'm doing it because I'm back with Tom. I tried to explain why I didn't go... but you know how that goes.
Now I feel like I'm not included like I used to be with them at work. I know I don't hang out a lot anymore outside of work... but I have so much going on right now, and I'm not single anymore, so I don't want to make plans to go clubbing or bar hopping every weekend. So I feel like they're starting to not include me anymore... and it's starting to bother me. I also feel like if I talk to them about it, they're going to get defensive, and then that'll make things worse.
So now I'm paraniod, and I think they're talking about me when I'm walking by because they get quiet sometimes.
I feel like I'm back in high school all over again. I hate it.
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[22 Sep 2006|08:17am] |
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So I've been feeling really funny lately, My body is going into over drive and I feel like I've had my period for the past month.
I know, I know- Over share. But I feel so weird. I thought I was pregnant at first, but I took a test this morning and it said no.
Not doing much of anything exciting this weekend- going to get my nails done and that's about it. Tom is supposed to continue painting the apt with Brian. I'm going to make sure I'm out of their way when they do... he he he ^_^ I hate painting!
Not really a whole lot going on though... work, home, eat, sleep has pretty much been the routine for the week. Did watch prison break, survivor, and csi though... All my other shows on the CW start next week.
Hope everyone is well. I think I'm going to curl up this weekend and read harry potter.
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[20 Sep 2006|08:05am] |
HAHAHAHAH Stolen from Moondropz
^_^ Hope everyone is well
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[12 Sep 2006|08:23am] |
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Okay, I haven't updated this thing in a while. I didn't realize people actually read it until I saw my comments yesterday ^_^
So I'm in my new apt ... well I have been for about a month now, and I have to paint. I'm such a procrastinator, and I just don't want to do it. I'm making Tom spackle today after work, tee hee. I've decided that I'm going to do my bathroom in an Asian theme. I found characters in picture frames to hang on the wall. I have to start getting the new shower curtain, and towels and all that. I was going to do the bathroom in an off white with red borders.... hmmm.... still haven't thought about all the details yet.
Honestly though, we're going to start with the kitchen and living room first because that's where everyone always is when they come over. Then we'll do the bathroom when we do the 2 bedrooms. I'm going to get a nice entertainment center for the living room with a coffee table and a new tv... I'm thinking a 32" tv will be good enough. I don't want anything too big. I'll have to take some pics and post once it's done ^_^
But right now, that's about the extent of what's going on. This weekend we're going to hang out with Tom's friend Brian and Brian's fiancee Diana and we're also going to this Irish festival thing. I have to find time to get my nails done or I'm going to end up getting them done up by me instead of in the Bronx.
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[11 Sep 2006|10:20am] |
i was just sick for about a week and a half with strep throat. :(
i'm finally back at work and feel much better ...
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| ENTOURAGE |
[09 Aug 2006|06:33pm] |
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You must see this show if you haven't watched it yet. This show is awesome...
Drama is the man :)
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[08 Aug 2006|01:48pm] |
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| Your Eyes Should Be Hazel | 
Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality
What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation |
Niiiiice.... too bad they're really brown.
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[01 Aug 2006|02:58pm] |
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So I haven't been posting in this often. Mainly because no one really reads and posts anymore. I guess I still post in this so I have a place to vent and all...
Hung out with the little cousin this weekend. That was fun. I dropped like 600.00 at the mall between shoes and clothes. I know I probably went a little overboard, but I needed some retail therapy. I've been a little confused when it comes to the personal life. Hell when it comes to life in general. I saw Tk 2 weekends in a row now. I keep telling myself that I'm going to take it slow with him to try to work everything thing out, and somehow, I spent almost the whole weekend with him. That's real slow, huh? I'm supposed to be moving back up to the Middletown area and so of couse I'm going to be close to him. I keep telling him that he's not going to be moving in with me right away and that I want to take things slow with him, and I don't think that he wants to here it. Don't get me wrong, he's been wonderful and he's really trying so hard to make things work. That's exactly what I want, but I want to also take things slow and make sure that they're working out 110% before we move in together again. Lord knows I don't want the same thing to happen like it did last time.
Who knows? I'm going to Niagara Falls for the weekend with him in two weeks. We got an awesome hotel room from Friday night to Monday and we're going to be driving up so I took a half a day on Friday and the whole day on Monday. I'm really looking forward to that because it's going to be a weekend with just the two of us ... and even though it's just way upstate, it's better than nothing. It's not here Not to mention that we got a Suite with a king sized bed and jacuzzi tub and all that. :) I started to put some money away for it now because he sprung for the hotel room, so I'm going to be covering the costs while we're there. I figured we'd do the "tourist" things and go on the Maid of the Mist and all that fun stuff. I started to look online for other things to do.
In other news, which I was shopping, I was at JC Penny and I saw these Japanese characters in frames. They had "knowledge" "wisdom" "love" "honor" ... a bunch of different things. So I decided that I'm going to do my bathroom in my new apt in an Asian theme since I love the culture. Figured I could paint it a beige color with red trim and get a red shower curtain and some candles for the sink. Any suggestions?
Well, I guess that's it for now.
Late :)
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| In Memory of Deborah Lichtenberger |
[23 Sep 2005|10:26am] |
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me, too.
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try and understand,
That an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready
in heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
For all my life I'd always thought
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for
and so much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible
that I am leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thougth of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
I thought, just for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see your smile.
But then I fully realized
that this could never be.
For emptiness and memories
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things
that I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God look down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne.
He said, "This is eternity
and all I've promised you,
Today your life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
And since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true,
Though there were times you did some things
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven,
and now at last your free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
For everytime you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.
I Love you Mom ... And we all miss you
Deborah Lichtenberger
9-10-1962 - 9-9-2005
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Just wanted to update this thing real quick and let everyone know what's been going on...
I'm going to leave this public also...
My mother passed away on September 9, 2005 @ about 11 pm.... an hour before her 43rd birthday.
She was struck by a SUV while crossing the road in FL and the person that hit her, drove off. No one knows who hit her. She landed on the hood of a passing cop car and the way she landed, caused her death instantly.
We had the viewing and the funeral this past weekend. To those of you who didn't know, I'm sorry. I couldn't bring myself to call anyone. I'm still a wreck.
That's it though. I'll try an update later
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[24 Jun 2005|01:49pm] |
Just so everyone knows.....
this is a FRIEND'S ONLY journal
If you want to read
comment and I'll add you :)
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| Chris Rock puts things into perspective.... |
[27 May 2004|04:38pm] |
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"You know the world is going crazy when the Best Rapper is a White Guy, the Best Golfer is a Black Guy, the Tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick and Colon"
-Chris Rock
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| Ladies and Gentlemen, We have lift off.... |
[26 May 2004|12:09pm] |
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Tk signed the lease Do you know what this means?!?!?! I actually have my own place to live with my boyfriend. And for once a boyfriend who works for a living, helps pay the bills and doesn't treat me like a piece of shit like my last one *ahem* Curt *ahem* I cannot begin to express how excited I am.
*beams*
So he's spackling and painting this week before we move in... Friday we go to clean the place up... and then Saturday is moving day!!!! Not looking forward to that part seeing as how I JUST moved my grandparents back into the lake house, but I'll manage.
What else???
Oh yes! Work also offered me benefits, decent pay and fulltime work if I stay here and travel from NY everyday. Still debating that though... that's about an hour and a 1/2 one way everyday and mileage up the ass on my car. But it's still an option.
I guess that's it for now. I have to go eat lunch while I still have some time.
Late !!!
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